dandelions for you

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The gentle cold breeze made us feel calm like an ocean. it was fall, and we had a lot of dry maple leaves around us and the place looked so beautiful as if we were in a painting. and you seemed even more heavenly to me

my hair was all over you. my fingers kept gently moving over you as if it was searching for something. I knew you loved me so much, I knew you would never stop caring for me. but right now, it felt a little strange. Cause I was near you, yet felt so far, I was laying on you, but not feeling you, I was devastated, still in love.

The sky was getting cloudy. it felt like a sign asking me to leave, but I didn't want to. it started pouring, my tears and raindrops blended into you. I knew I had to leave now. I just got up and walked away, unable to take a second look back to you. I left, leaving those dandelions you loved the most on your grave.

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