karpanai - Imagination

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intha kulir kataale en meniyum kuliruthu
en viralgal unne unnara thavikuthu
intha iravin irul en idayathilum nirayuth
vaanathil nachathiragal enakaaga
anuthapathai unarkirath

antha nal en madiyil amarth paduthapothu ni enna sonnen endru ninaivil irukkirgala ?

"naam iruvarum selvom kanmaniye
miga arumayana innoru ulagam uruvakuvom
ange naaam mattume
namathu kadithagal mattume
namathu kadhakal mattune
nam swasikum kaatru mattume
nam kaanum kankulla kazhchi matrume
vaanam, nilav, nachathiram, suryan
ellaame namathu kdhal paathu
poramai pedum
vekkathai vittu nlavum nachathiragalodu
athin kadhalai sollum"

 ni sonna antha varthaigal ippodhum en  kaadhil
oru isaipol innum kekuthe

nan en kayagal solli un kaiyyil oru kulanthaye pol azhuthapodhu enne ni epdi aarutal peduthinar
endru njyavagam irukiya ?

"Un kayyagal ellaame en maarbil nan etrukolkiren
ni oru vasandhamaai intha mannil viriya vendum
unnil vazhiyum thenae naan oru vanndayi rasika vendum"

Nan en kanavukale patti sonnapodhu ni epadi anba bathil sonnen endru theriyuma ?

"Un kaikal korthu nadandhal
 nanum kalaigan avena?
unn uthadu enn uthododu sollum
varthaigal rasithal nanum kavigan avenna ?
nan satru neram unn madiyil saainthal
rou kulandhaya marvena ? "

unnoda andha bathil ipovum enne sirika vekiren

Naam iruvarum kovilil irundha podhu ni saami kitta enna sonnenu njavagam iruka ?

"Un sirippil nirayum vaarthaigal,
kannaal ezhudhum sollum kadidhagal ,
paarka paarka thodrum anbu
pesa pesa poovaniyum kural,
elaame kadavul thandha varam
intha varam naan kekamaal kadavul
ennak kudutha parisa ? "

Ithellam njavagam iruka inaivane

unnodu irundha njavagathil mozhugi
kaatrodu adum en meniye ni
pinnalindru anaithen
un idhayathodu sevi orkum podhu
nan sonna kadhaigal kekiren
en seviyil kadhal ragasyagal sonnen
en udgadil nirayum varthaigal thirudinar
indha arpunamaana nimidathil ennodu
kannmooda solli ni enga poyi maraidhen ?
enne yen indha iravil thaniya vittu sentrai ?
ni unmayil vandharkala ?
ille idhelam en karpanaya ?

en anbe, un njavagail nan
ankulama ankulama
irandhu kond irikiren

unnoda njavagagale,
poo mughathai,
thaen kuzhalai,
en indhyathil nindru azhika
edhavadhu vazhi iruka ?

ni illaamal en idhayatin irul
indha iravin irule vida perugirath
un thoduthal illamal en meni
pannikattayaaga marinen
un kural kelkaamal
ennaleyum pesa mudiyale

ni thirumbi veramatiya ?
ni en kaneere thudaika matiya ?
nan en vazhvu murusa ipdi dha iruka poreya?
onnume ni solla mattiya ?


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